Me (finding this photo in my computer files): Aww… Raven, look at you here! You were so cute! I think I’ll turn you back into a baby.
Raven: Mama, noooo!!!! If you do that, that means I have to restart all over!
That actually made me think. That thing about restarting all over. If I could, I would definitely go back to the days when daddy was still alive. Back to the younger me but with this more mature mindset that I have now. But then again, that would mean not having Raven. And I cannot not have Raven.
Daddy’s death and Raven’s birth made me the person I am now.
*Raven at 5 months old