someday, i’ll live in a house on top of a hill overlooking the whole city. and i’ll be staring at the city lights the whole night if that’s what it takes to chase the blues away.

i would stare at the world forever and contemplate on everything that comes to mind.

just think about everything and nothing at the same time until i get so drowsy and life’s meaning would unfold before my sleepy eyes.

until i find myself lost in the tangled webs of my own thoughts.

until there’s no more need to think.

until the silence is so deafening that time stands still and i am caught in the stillness of the moment.

until i drown in the depths of my solitude.

until that time when the only hand i’m holding is his.