and so i rely on a higher power to redeem me from my fears. my inadequacies. myself. holding on an invisible hand, like an innocent child with no concept of faith but lives in faith. blindly trusting. always trusting.

i close my eyes and breathe. slowly and steadily. exhale everything away. knowing that i’m safe. that i’ll always be safe. and everything that i’ve ever dreamed of would come true. maybe not now but someday. maybe not everything i want but everything i’ll ever need. beyond superficialities. beyond dreams. beyond life.

till then, i gotta keep the faith.